Transcription for: "Ep 208 QA_What To Do When a Loved One Is Not Coping Well With Death in the Family
Victoria Volk: Good morning, good afternoon, or good evening. Thank you so much for tuning in to this week's episode of Greeting Voices. I am your host Victoria V. And it's a solo episode, which I haven't recorded one in quite some time, so I felt it was about time. But I wasn't sure up until today, actually, as I'm recording this, what I was going to talk about.
But there's been some themes popping up lately, and we've there's been some losses in my community, really tragic deaths in my community. Friends dealing with certain things and conversations I've been having with guests on my podcast and in particular, if you haven't listened to episode two zero seven with Tiff Carson from last week, that's a great episode. She went very deep and it was just a really rich conversation. She was very vulnerable and it we were both crying. Just a really good episode to highlight the depths of grief and the effect of the the impact of generational stuff that gets passed down to us, which kinda ties into today's episode as well.
So Anyway, the question I want to pose an answer today is what to do when a loved one is not coping well with death in the family. And so this episode is though not going to be a tell you what to do when this happens. So the title of the podcast is kind of a a hook, if you will, to get you to listen to this because what I'm going to do instead is to package this episode as a lot of questions. And I think when we ask ourselves diaper questions? No.
I don't think I know. I know that when we ask ourselves deeper questions, we get deeper answers. And we often don't wanna get those deeper answers because when we know it, We know it and we can't unknow it. And we often have to face things within ourselves when we ask those deeper questions. You know, learning about my human design, which has nothing to do, with grief in this episode, but I'm just I'm going to share though what what has what I've learned about myself is that my superpower is asking questions, is being the questioner, I have the gate of doubt as my son, conscious son.
And I am the natural skeptic, and I am the questioner. And I also have connectedness as one of my top five strengths in my u mab. And if you're unfamiliar with human design or u mab, just check out my website, danleychart dot com, go under services, and you'll see you map. You'll see the grief work and and you won't see human design on there, but that's just a kind of a side thing I'm into. But anyway, my point in this episode is to bring to you questions for self reflection.
And I'm gonna start with this idea, number one. I mean, there's three points I'm gonna cover today, but number one, is this idea of not coping well versus coping well. The second is looking at the relationship with that person who you deem is not coping well, quotation marks, coping well. And third, where our focus goes, our energy flows. So Number one, not coping well versus coping well.
I just want you to reflect on yourself. Here and your own beliefs about grief. What were you raised to believe about grief? Was healthy coping, emulated for you as you were growing up? Did your parents And in your household, did you openly talk about grief?
Did you openly talk about death and loss? I've recognized there are I mean, just in the podcast, four plus years of podcasting, there's been very few guests who have shared that they openly talked about grief and loss. Usually, it was because the parent had worked in the death and dying industry. And, you know, as a mortician or something like that where grief was just at the forefront of their lives. And that's not very common.
What's more common is that grief is kinda swept under the rug. We don't talk about it. It that's It's why we have these societal issues around grief the way we do today. I think back when, way back when, we mourned differently than we do now. We mourned openly.
Women wore black for, I don't know, how many days or weeks. As long as they needed to, perhaps, they took pictures with their deceased loved ones. They kept them in the home. Most people died in the home. The services were not left to a third party, you know, to handle all of the you know, the body and the logistics and all of that.
Like, it was more of a community family involvement. Way back when. We've kind of removed ourselves from that death and dying process and being participants in that. And move towards stuffing down our grief, stuffing down our emotions, not talking about it, sweeping it out of the rug, giving all the power and agency to other people. Not having open conversations and dialogue about what we want, when we die, what our desires are.
If we are encompensated. Like, we just don't have these conversations. Right? And so I just wanna want you to ask yourself, Are you coping well? Because, you know, listening to the first ten episodes or so of this podcast If you haven't, that'd be a great place to start too.
I talk a lot about what we talk about when I work with Grievers and Grief Recovery We tend to grieve alone. We tend to try and be strong for everyone else around us and for ourselves. We tend to keep busy, bury ourselves and work. Maybe we're resorting to behaviors that make us feel better for a short period of time such as what we call them sturbs. Short term energy relieving behaviors where we might drink or exercise can be a stirb, shopping, gambling, things like that.
Are you coping well? Are you doing those behaviors? Because if you are news flash, you may not be coping very well yourself. So then we project these ideas onto our loved ones who are not responding to death in the same way that we are. We're thinking we might have our shit together and I've got this and we're being strong for everybody else, but that's not coping well.
That's surviving. That's not thriving. So the flip side of that, what does that look like? It means open dialogue. It means open communication.
It means sharing your feelings in a wrong authentic way. It means not apologizing for how you're feeling. It means crying when you need to cry, not caring who sees it, openly grieving. And yes, we all do grief differently. We do grief differently, but in as a society, I think we all grieve similarly, and that's in these ways I was describing.
Not trying not to feel bad. You know, we tell people, don't feel bad. Here's the tissue. Stop you're crying. Right?
We get uncomfortable when other people are crying around us or showing their emotions and so we want to shut them down like as it makes me uncomfortable. We replace the loss. You know, death of a friendship or a relationship or someone passes. We, you know, I I can get a new wife or a new husband or a new spouse or a new dog or a new cat or whatever it is, we replace the loss or maybe we're replacing that loss with a disturb. Either way, we often replace the loss.
Pour ourselves in our energy into something else to distract ourselves. And if things aren't working well, well, we grieve alone because no one wants to hear about our loss a year from now, because we should be over it. Right? You should be over it by now. So the people saying that, you should be over it by now.
How are they coping? And so I think there's this false sense or idea that Internally, we believe we are coping well and these other people around us are not. But who defines what's coking well? Who defines that? Do you define that as a retriever, as a fellow retriever in your family?
And you maybe feel like you're responding better than somebody else because why? Because your behaviors are not the same? Because you're not pouring your heart out and talking about it because you're, you know, being stoic and and maybe you have that German heritage, like I see so often in my area, and like I do in my family, where, you know, we're strong. We don't talk about it. Like, it's, you know, pick yourself up by your bootstraps and carry on.
You can't change it. Death comes, it happens to everybody. Minimizing it. Is that you? I don't know how well you're coping then either.
So I just want to highlight that who's defining coping well versus not coping well. And just reflect on how you're responding. And just because someone else in your family is responding differently doesn't mean that they are not coping well in quotations. We can't force people to grieve like we do. I have a tendency to I need space.
I need to process my emotions first before I talk about them. To some people that may seem cold, that might come off as cold or detached. I just need time to process internally first before I can articulate what it is I'm feeling. And that takes time. And who's to tell me how much time that should take?
Right? Another aspect of this is that every relationship is unique. So because someone is responding differently than you, consider that their relationship is different than yours to the person who passed. You you might think that you were the closest person to that person who passed. But we never really know.
We never really know. Okay. So secondly, coming back to the relationship with that person. Kind of piggypacking how relationships are unique. So Who is not coping well in quotations or choosing to respond to grief differently?
The dynamics of the relationship can matter here. Right? So let's say it's a grandparent that's dying. And a parent isn't responding. You're the grandchild and your parent isn't responding how you would have expected or you would have thought or how you feel they should be.
Right? And that can make you feel angry. That can make you feel sad. But we often don't know the dynamics in the close relationship that, obviously, generations before us shared. Because, again, as society often is, we don't talk about the good, the bad, and ugly.
We talk about mostly the good and we sweep the bad and the ugly under the rug. We don't talk about the painful stuff. We don't talk about the, you know, maybe it was codependency in our relationship. Maybe we don't talk about how, you know, maybe maybe that parent felt smothered by their by their parent, by your grandparent, or maybe they felt so loved and so close that the thought of that person dying, the thought of their parent dying is too painful, and so they completely detach. And that's not a response you would expect.
You know, we can have painful responses to grief when it hits us, when we realize, when we accept this is what's happening. I can't control it. I can't do anything about it. And so we can run Like often many people do, we choose to run from our emotions, resort to what we know from growing up, behaviors that we resorted to, to cope, when things got hard, or we can embrace the grief as a family, as a unit, and talk about these things, but we often don't. Where there could be compassion and understanding, instead there's resentment and anger and frustration and sadness, Sadness will be there regardless, but all these are the things wrapped in there.
And this is why grief is so messy because relationships are unique. And we often don't understand the depths of those relationships of the others in our lives. Of others in our lives. You know, if it's a sibling that passes, you know, the parent had a different relationship with that sibling than you did, obviously. And maybe you were so close with that sibling, you detached.
And your parent might think, well, maybe you don't care. And maybe you have anger and resentment towards that sibling. And you just kind of bug out and not really around and not part of the family grieving process. And often that person might be it might be the thought would be, like, they're not coping well. But if we don't, we don't have these skills.
We aren't taught these skills of how to cope well. That's my point in this episode too is like we are not taught these skills of how to cope well with grief. We just aren't. And so it's like calling the kettle black. Right?
That's my point in this episode too. It's like, it's easy to say at someone else isn't coping well, but yet if you have not received the coping skills, for grief and pain and suffering in your life. It's very possible and very likely that the person that you're feeling this way towards hasn't either. And so the only way to get to the other side of this is to have the hard conversations with the people we love. We can't force people to have these conversations, of course.
And you can't build from a place if there wasn't you can't have these conversations, if there wasn't a a foundation of trust and safety either. And so maybe that's where you can start. How do you cultivate trust and safety within yourself? And those closest to you. And that's where Tiff Carson, I want you to listen to that episode because, you know, she chose to love her brother through his addiction.
But she shares how she got to that point. It's a really great episode that illustrates that. And the third point, energy flows where the focus goes. So again, if your focus is on this anger and this resentment towards someone else and how they're responding to grief in in your family. And you're ruminating on that.
That is doing nothing. That is not helping. It's unnecessary suffering for you because really the all you have say in is how you respond. That's all you have control over is how you choose to respond to the grief in the family. Your own grief, your personal grief.
And then how can you be a light? In the darkness that is family grief. Number one, you can learn these healthy coping skills. You can learn new tools to help you, thereby helping your loved ones. And you learn those new skills and those new tools and that new knowledge through great recovery.
Through my through the program, do grief differently. It's twelve weeks. And I do have two openings right now. If you are interested, go to my website to learn more. And we meet once weekly for twelve weeks.
And it is very much it's not therapy, but it's very much therapeutic. Very therapeutic. And you will learn more about yourself than you ever thought possible about your grief, about drawing connections between your childhood and adulthood. Because, look, these things, these patterns of behavior, these belief patterns, these thoughts that we have around grief, these This is this is where we get generational things continuing on, these beliefs continuing through generations. And the only way to break that cycle and to learn new now is to learn new knowledge and new tools.
Because if you are prone to sweeping your grief under the rug to not talking about it, to, you know, so easily pointing the finger at other people that they're not responding this way and they're not responding that way instead of looking at what it's bringing up for you. What connections can you draw from what you're feeling about the person who's not coping as you think they should, what is that bringing up for you in particular? Why does that feel so painful for you? There's something there. And so, again, this episode wasn't to tell you what to do.
Although new knowledge is what I would suggest. Learn new knowledge. Educate yourself around grief so you better understand it. And then opening a dialogue and conversation amongst those you you love. To be the light.
Ponder these questions. Start this episode, come back to it, share it. If you have further questions for me on this episode, please put them. There's a on Spotify, you can actually respond to this episode. Put a question there if you want.
Email me victoria down leashhart dot com. Share your thoughts on this episode or have or share your questions if you have them. I'll privately answer them or I can, you know, with permission, I can share my the question and spots on this podcast for others so we can all learn. There's always more to learn. And we learn within the context of our relationships too.
And their mirrors for us, reflecting back what we need to look at within ourselves. So thank you so much for listening. My throat is getting dry. I've been talking a little too much already. And so that's my cue to end it here and to thank you.
And with gratitude in my heart, Thank you for listening, and I hope you listen to future episodes. And remember, When you unleash your heart, you unleash your life. Much love.